Monday, June 02, 2008♥


why wont you guys take a leap of faith?




this is yvonne's 127 post.
there's 27 in it & that's her favourite number so she is suppose to be happy.
ironically, she's feeling really lousy. D:


yvonne feels utterly disappointed & upset with the cornet section as well as herself.
people might say that she is thinking too much and that it is really redundant that she cares so much about the section's issues. however, the memories of all the wonderful times she has spent with the great people there, especially the sec 3s & 4s keep appearing in her head so it leaves her with no choice but to think & not be able to concentrate on her revision. she's writing this down so she can get this load off her chest & really REVISE.



it's awfully disheartening to see the section break apart, drift away & have no interest in what they're doing. cornys are suppose to be the most united section but what's happening now? little conflicts, misunderstandings & fiery tempers cause things to be like that now.



she believes that it is possible that you guys are able to improve & have a good sound, to prove to others that the cornet section can make it. but what she sees now in the current section is the reluctance & fear to play. she knows it is a difficult period for them but she hopes to see them continue trying & pushing themselves to play even better. so what if he can't see that you guys have been putting in effort & working hard? so what if that person treats you people as invisible beings? the most important is to have a clear conscience & know that in your heart, you've been giving it all you got for every practice isn't it? she for one, can see & hear the effort that you guys have been putting in.



she's sorry that she's such a useless senior because she can't do anything to help out & make things better.
she can't coach you guys to play cause she sucks at it herself & she can't solve this issue that you people are having right now.



some of you (or most) might be thinking that she's being such a biscotti because she's out of zwinds, she don't understand how you guys feel & yet she has to poke her nose into your affairs. but whatever you have to say, she seriously doesn't care because, however corny this might sound like, it breaks her her heart to see things like that now. you guys get scoldings most of the time when the sec 4s were still around, no matter how much you guys grumble & whine, you people still manage to pull it through the next practice. where's that drive now? mm, maybe its because she cares & loves the section too much. she thinks that, perhaps, its time to wash her hands off everything & just don't give a (if you'll pardon her) damn.














-yvonne; just think & care about chemistry spa tmr.





keep holding on; 3:46 AM

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femme♥

yvonne! :D


seventeen

2o FEB.


wishes♥


to be happy;

for more cash;

worries - free;

not so emotional;

good results for 'A' levels;

for superman ^^;

to travel in a red hot-air balloon ;

to visit PARIS;

& for zwinds to make wonderful music.

rewound♥

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linkage♥


2e3 :D
LIYAN :D
CLAREEN :D
SHULING :D
JIAHUI :D
SHIYUAN :D
CHEEYEW
EEVIAN
HUITING [e3]
IAN,RU JUN
MINYI
PAMELA
SAMUEL
SHAOHWEE,HWEE(x
SIYUAN,XIAOWU

3E5 [:
EMMANUEL
JENNIFER
JIAHAN
KENNY
LINETTE
LYNETTE
TAOYEE
TZEKIAT
WEITING
WENXUN
YUTING

ZWINDS =D
AOXIANG,ROSY
CHEKYING
EILEEN
FABIAN
GLENDA
HANTING
IVAN
JASMINE
JIAYING
JOSHUA
KITJU
LISA
PEARLYN,JIANNUREN
PEIJIE
RANICE
RICHMOND,WEE WEE
SANDRA
SHANNEN
STEPHANIE
WANJING
WEILING
XINNI,MARMIE
YICHING,NAIMA

FAMILY 1307
HOWLEONG [YTWO]
KAILING [SWISS]


ADE
ANDREA
CHINGMAY
EUGENE,NOOB
HUITING [e5]
JASPER,JAS
JEREMY,BIG BROTHER
JINGSHENG
JOAN
JULIEANN
MENGYUN
PEIJING
SAMMY
WANNI
YIMEI
YUJUAN
YUNSHENG
ZHENYANG









intercourse♥

thankyous♥

designer; natalia
brushes; afeaugas
brushes; invisiblesnow
brushes; ro